Normal people

I wish I was normal.

You know, normal.

Like all the normal people out there, getting on with their lives.

The ones who are happy. Who aren't awake at 2am, catastrophizing, ruminating, imploring their mind to just be quiet.

The people who didn't spend their evening wondering how on earth they can continue to feel such a barrage of emotion.

Those who live their lives without the distraction of a constant cacophony playing as the soundtrack to their day.

Ah to be normal.

To be without the constant self doubt, worry, terror and hammering heart.

To feel on top of the world, right as rain.

To be normal. To never feel anything but OK.

They're out there, right? The normal people. I just haven't seem to have come across any yet...